A pair of silky legs turn me on because I am strongly attached to pantyhose/stocking. When I live alone not with my family, I cross-dress to work frequently, and I got lots of attention from men on my way because I believe I have passed successfully and so naturally that they really see me as an attractive woman with no doubt. I am quite confident that it is not because they think I am weird. The key is that I don't dress too flashy like many TG/CD; I dress just like a regular working lady you can see every day on the street (of course the pretty ones!). I think my woman side is so pretty I actually fall in love with myself sometimes. I change clothes back elsewhere before I get to the building at work, and change to woman again before going home. No one including co-workers and my family knows what is going on. The commuting becomes the most exciting moment, because I can fully enjoy being a woman both psychologically and physically. That is why I use public transportation when I cross-dress so I can fully experience the passing among people. I buy tickets, people ask me directions, I exchange short chat and greeting with fellow passengers, etc, and I love it. Sometimes I am so indulged by my feminine adventure that I would simply squeeze my penis by crossing my hosed legs and gently rub them altogether, and at the same time try not to catch people's attention by my shivering before finally ejaculate loads of semen under my skirt while I was riding bus or train.... Sometimes I cum so much, I can feel it drip down from my thigh and down to my legs. My genital is too sensitive so I usually get off very fast when I have sex or masturbate. It is quite embarrassing as a man because I don't think I can satisfy a woman with my organ very well. That is why I feel much more secure to be a woman so I can always be "receiving" the sex... When my feminine side takes over, I fantasize being pound by a huge manhood that leads me to orgasmic moaning, but in reality I am too afraid to cross that boundary so I am still a virgin as a woman. I have to admit that I have used dildo (a very thick one) many times before and the experience was amazing. I could manage to gently thrust and find a spot inside my ass to stimulate my penis to shoot out the cum. For some reason I am very into interracial sex. When I am a man, I am so crazy about Caucasian women particularly blond. When I am a woman, I am so fantasized having sex with a strong man, either black or white. When I watched the Japanese porn seeing the black guys pounding their giant meat into those Japanese girls' tiny pussy and screaming, I really want to be one of them, although in reality I don't think I can take it that way. Gentle must be the way to go. It is very complicated that I consider myself as "straight". When I am a man, I am never attracted to a man, and I only love woman. In fact, I love woman so much that all the affection to them is stored inside me, and when I become a woman, all the stored energy radiates out and transform me in big time. When that happens, I would not feel like seeing women too much and start to desire men, and as a result, I would always feel comfortable to be the one being fucked, and I don't think I would ever want to top. In this case, I don't admit I am gay, and I don't think you should consider yourself as one simply because you are attracted to me. It is the woman's essence I put out to desire men, so even straight men can do me too; I am just a woman with little different genital (my penis is not that big...) I have secretly taken herbal female hormone for a while and I really see some changes. My breasts started growing, but it seems to grow to their natural limits now. Every time I touch them, it really makes me extra horny. My butt becomes rounder too, but I don't think my beard and male voice are going any where. Like many TG/TS/CD, I have too much baggage to walk out of closet; all I can achieve so far is to keep my two identities separately in reality.

My Ideal Person I still love to intimate with women. However, I have such a strong feminine desire inside me that contradicts it. She needs to understand who I am and can take turns to change male/female roles with me while having sex. The reason why I did not check "men" in the "people I would like to meet" is because my rear end is still a virgin to a real penis, so I just cannot know what I really want, or whether a woman doing me can be enough (I think I am just uncertain). I have never had intimacy with men but I will be open for it probably in the future. I only do my anal with toys. I still prefer to be with women at this moment. So far my feminine identity only live for myself and the only sex associated with it is masturbation. I only desire interracial sex, so no Asian. I am really a pure, clean, and hygienic person. I don't think you can find any harmful bacteria or virus on me (not even flu!), so you have to be very clean too. I don't want to contract any germs from you. Having sex with my virgin land will definitely be a clean and refreshing experience like spring water.

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
I always fantasized since I was a kid to have sex with the
female teachers who turned me on, particularly those who
love to wear pantyhose. When I grew up I started to fantasize
to have sex with my female colleagues at work, although
not necessarily at the work place when I do it with them.
I also fantasized to have interracial sex, particualrly
black men.

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
A bed, An airplane, A movie theatre, My desk at work, A store dressing room, A hotel room

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Receiving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Fetishes, Cross Dressing, Interracial sex, sex with black men

Have you ever had cybersex?:
No way. I only want skin on skin.

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